I have been to countless doctors and had countless tests to get a diagnosis for my seizures… with NO luck.
My GP thinks I’m nuts… My first neurologist was willing to try medication but he moved away and left me in the hands of another neurologist. THIS neurologist suggested I go to therapy. I beg your pardon, sir, but I’ve already got my shit together, thanks. I don’t need to pay someone to tell me how I’m feeling and why. I think I’ve got that under control far more than many of the other people in this world. Do you get some kind of a commission for referring people to therapists? jeeze.
My current neuro not only thought I should try therapy, but also that I should continue “dancing” (as I told him I like to dance for fun [ like to footloose!]).
I don’t have a problem with dancing, not at all, in fact, I was doing it today. And guess what… I had a SEIZURE.
Everyone who thinks it is caused by my excessive caffeine consumption… I haven’t had ANY caffeine in OVER two weeks, so…. I don’t think that’s it.
Today is the second day in a row during which I’ve had a seizure. I had one yesterday, too. And the past few times I’ve had them, it’s only been once per day rather than 5-7 times a day.
I guess that’s good, but god effing damned if I’m not frustrated as all hell.
I’m going to the hospital for 5 days in mid December for a Video EEG. I will be confined to my hospital room… hooray.
I’m just SO frustrated that it has been almost a YEAR since these things started and STILL no one can give me any answers.
And no, I can’t avoid the activites I’m doing when they happen… If I did that I would have to stop: Dancing, Showering, Looking at Calendars, Attending Class, Running Errands, Getting Juice, Entering my Kitchen and/or Bathroom.
Just not practical I tell you!
ughhhh….. sorry, needed to vent.